I used to smoke every night to enhance my dreams and enjoy some music. One day, a "switch" just flipped and now I can't smoke without intense social anxiety (I

I used to smoke every night to enhance my dreams and enjoy some music. One day, a "switch" just flipped and now I can't smoke without intense social anxiety (I think my friends are trying to kill me or that I'm morphing into an alien freak), almost paralysis (can't move my body without extreme effort), and sometime uncontrollable crying. I have tried the oils, I have tried high this and low that, I've tried certified stuff, I've tried the backyard bullshit-- everything. I no longer partake because to me, it is a nightmare drug.