I've come to really enjoy pot since graduating college. For the first two years out of school I began smoking daily - largely for self medicating purposes. I ev

I've come to really enjoy pot since graduating college. For the first two years out of school I began smoking daily - largely for self medicating purposes. I eventually had to take a break because I found my relationship with the substance unhealthy and basically became a lazy pot head with my head in the clouds even when not high. I do want to re-introduce pot into my life because I do really enjoy the mental state and it helps me get excited about learning physics and math after work which is something I try to push my self to do. I think, ultimately, my issue is moderation. If a smoke a little in the evening before diving into a subject there isn't really anything stopping me from just getting blazed and watching youtube videos - which would be fine if it didn't completely dull my mental edge the following day. I look forward to retirement where I can just go full pot head.