My bigger concern is how many years I can work like this. This is year 3. Really depends on the person. What I noticed halfway year 2 or so already is that the

My bigger concern is how many years I can work like this. This is year 3. Really depends on the person. What I noticed halfway year 2 or so already is that the productivity gain was like 50% or lsess of what it was in the beginning (I did use already before that, but was studying then - sidenote: a small dose worked extremely well to completely kill any pre-exam stress I always had and my grades were better than ever). Worse, the creativity which was basically what I did it all for went down even more. Only way to get that back was not use for a week or so. Quit after year 5 but by that time other substances had come into play as well and things weren't too good anymore. I don't think I could still work those insane hours sober every single day, but I also wouldn't want it: there is so much more to life than just work/party.