My advice : abort everything. You seem to need mental support and that's ok, everybody does at some point. Go back to a place where you feel secure and have fam

My advice : abort everything. You seem to need mental support and that's ok, everybody does at some point. Go back to a place where you feel secure and have family/friends/anything that can help you. Throwing 50k USD into a company that has no purpose is insane. Doing so after multiple years of being unable to produce anything is beyond insane.