So many assumptions going around but as someone who has turned their life around, if I relapsed at this point then I would seriously consider suicide. It’s such

So many assumptions going around but as someone who has turned their life around, if I relapsed at this point then I would seriously consider suicide. It’s such a hopeless feeling to be addicted. I’ve come too far to roll back down that hill. But that’s just me. I didn’t climb anywhere near the same heights as he did which it why it made me think that. I hope it’s something more positive (as it could be for something like this). Edit: Just to add, this death affected me so much more than any other celebrity. I look up to him so much for turning his life around and turning it into what it is. I forget which episode of his newer show it was but he goes out hunting with the guy and shoots a... deer/elk/something. He tells the guy it’s the healthiest he’s ever been. You could tell how much it meant to him to be healthy and be able to do the hike they did. Don’t know why it stood out so much but I was so happy for him. It encouraged me to keep going.