Find motivation. You're not going to get something handed to you on a golden plate. Suck up whatever it is that you're confusing for pride and go to a local co

Find motivation. You're not going to get something handed to you on a golden plate. Suck up whatever it is that you're confusing for pride and go to a local community college. Take some classes there. It'll be cheap. As in, work a shift at McD's once a weekend and you can pay for a class or two. And talk to their financial aid office. I'm absolutely positive they can help you out.