One more note. I don't think people are consciously judging me, it's just their natural reaction. I realize most people are much less aware than I am. But, i

One more note. I don't think people are consciously judging me, it's just their natural reaction. I realize most people are much less aware than I am. But, it isn't my natural reaction, which is why I have to learn how their system of interaction works, which seems like too much trouble.