> we don't know why anything exists Yeah, neat. Maybe one day we will figure it out. Maybe it is an accident. Maybe it is on purpose. Maybe we don't get to know

> we don't know why anything exists Yeah, neat. Maybe one day we will figure it out. Maybe it is an accident. Maybe it is on purpose. Maybe we don't get to know. > life is meaningless Depends on your definitions. Will I be remembered when the sun burns out? Nope. But I can and do enjoy existing. I enjoy my family and their existing. I can improve the existence of others. There is meaning in that at the micro level, if not the macro level. > you will suffer greatly It is the journey, not the destination. I enjoy my existing now. I might not enjoy it at the end. My grandma enjoyed over 90 years and had a rough last 4-6 months. Who knows what the future holds, but I hope for it to keep getting better for me and those I care about. I really like this: > “If you have a problem that can be fixed, then there is no use in worrying. If you have a problem that cannot be fixed, then there is no use in worrying.” – Buddhist proverb I pretty much live by that. I don't worry. I just do what I can and don't do what I can't. This is not to say I don't have plans or dreams. I can influence those, so I do. My life has gone from hard to very blessed. It could become hard again. I'll worry about that if that is the case again.