I don't have much training in mathematics, but from what little I have, I can say that coming up with conjectures is not easy and having your conjectures be fal

I don't have much training in mathematics, but from what little I have, I can say that coming up with conjectures is not easy and having your conjectures be false can sometimes be disappointing. Thus most time spent in a problem is usually in a state of disappointment. Due to this I can relate a bit to OP.