From the bottom of my heart, thank you so much for your support everyone. I’m far from out of the woods yet, without all the support and suggestions shown here

From the bottom of my heart, thank you so much for your support everyone. I’m far from out of the woods yet, without all the support and suggestions shown here I don’t want to imagine how much worse off I’d be today. First thing this morning I spoke to someone at my work about my isssues. It was difficult to work up the courage to speak, but I kept all of the support you had all given me to heart and knew what I had to do. I was open and told them exactly what was going on. I mentioned the fact I was seeking treatment and was up front about the exact issues I’ve had. I had resigned to the fact I had lost the job, but was offered an extension on my performance improvement plan. Despite the trouble I caused for myself by not coming forth to them about this earlier, I do want to be there, and their willingness to accommodate me solidified my resolve to solve my issues without leaving. I left my last job over these same issues and if anything, things got worse. This time I’m determined to fight I’ll continue seeking treatment with a therapist and a psychiatrist. And while I was honest to both to myself and my employer about the fact that I can’t expect an overnight improvement, I feel like a tremendous weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Yesterday I truly felt like I was suffocating. I can at least breath again, and I owe that all to each and every one of you.