Hello friend. I was in the same situation as you but it happened a bit later in my life. You need to find something outside of work and outside of the family th

Hello friend. I was in the same situation as you but it happened a bit later in my life. You need to find something outside of work and outside of the family that makes YOU happy. For me I found reading books I would not normally read (non technical) and shooting at a near by range to be ME time. I look forward to it and that makes all the difference in the world. Currently, I'm reading the whole series of Dexter books. Grab the book and head to a coffee shop... has to be out of the home... enjoy a cup of coffee and a book alone. The shooting has been great too. I now have several buddies (from the job I do not like) that meet at the range every few weeks and we spend a few hours together talking guns and ammo and other things. I hope this helps you. I know that situation well and it can be very depressing.