> Maybe other hurting people identify: Better to be a drug kingpin than just waste away into nothingness. It seems like this is an obvious read, right up until

> Maybe other hurting people identify: Better to be a drug kingpin than just waste away into nothingness. It seems like this is an obvious read, right up until I see people mystified by these shows. "Better to be hated than pitied" is a simple enough sentiment, and if it comes alongside direction and certainty than all the better - even the certainty of having no way out. Most people don't actually do that, thank god, because they have consciences. But it's simple enough to understand "I want to just commit to something, anything, and stop feeling empty" as a principle. Hell, Jim Profit literally slept in a cardboard box every night and people wanted to be him.