go talk to your instructors about the course work. It sounds like you're banging your head on the wall in silence. They are there to teach you, not just lecture

go talk to your instructors about the course work. It sounds like you're banging your head on the wall in silence. They are there to teach you, not just lecture at you. If they pull some sort of weed-out classes bullshit explanation, learn to get respectfully angry and demand your due as a student. You're there to learn, they should not be preventing you from doing that by not doing their own job well enough.