Find something you actually believe in working on, or go make money (regular job) Those are the two options everyone always has. If you're not doing one or the

Find something you actually believe in working on, or go make money (regular job) Those are the two options everyone always has. If you're not doing one or the other, I don't know what the hell it is that you're doing at all, and sounds like neither do you. A more meta point - you need to know what your life is about, instead of going by what's 'responsible', or whatever else. You need to know what it is you're doing with your life, then you won't be in emotional turmoil, because there won't be success or failure, just steps along the path.