It was like waking up and not knowing your own name, it was such a strange feeling to watch myself fuck up so badly, and be utterly incapable of stopping during

It was like waking up and not knowing your own name, it was such a strange feeling to watch myself fuck up so badly, and be utterly incapable of stopping during the interview. And I wasn't even particularly nervous about getting or not getting the offer either! They approached me, and I wasn't fully sure if I would even like the job yet!