What you experienced is completely normal in violent situations. If you want to read a very good book on reactions and consequences of violent situations you sh

What you experienced is completely normal in violent situations. If you want to read a very good book on reactions and consequences of violent situations you should read this: http://www.amazon.com/Meditations-Violence-Comparison-Martial-Training/dp/1594391181 http://www.amazon.com/Meditations-Violence-Comparison-Martia... Even if you've never been in a violent encounter, this book will help you understand how you will react. Keep in mind, you don't choose when you become part of a violent situation, violence chooses you.