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Re: Sources: Opium and its derivatives certainly are the most demonized substances, in the most drug-ophobic time in history. There was a very extended study do
by HIPisTheAnswer 8y ago
Re: Sources: Opium and its derivatives certainly are the most demonized substances, in the most drug-ophobic time in history. There was a very extended study done by Britain in India. It was quite extensive, and their TLDR: No worse than alcohol
RE: Tolerance: The tolerance is very much dose-related. So if someone took large doses for just a week, they would suffer more withdrawal than someone who took small doses daily for a year. The breaks are something I found to be useful to 'feel' my current tolerance. Here's how it kind of goes; I'll have a 24-36 hour break, weekly, and if my tolerance isn't too high, the feeling will be a pleasant one. The feeling of my own body will be heightened, and I'll even have one good nap. I usually take this day to do hard physical activities, or do the menial tasks I dont like. It is also a good time to do psychedelics, like hash, since the body sensations are increased. If, on the other hand, my tolerance was too high, I'll have some mental/psychological discomfort and diareha. I won't try to avoid it, as I see this as a necessary part of life, and what I am doing,effectively, is condensing all my misery in a single day. In this case, I'll know that I need to brind my dose back down. The benefits are ability to sleep, as I suffered from chronic insomnia for my entire adult life prior to using it. This single benefit has an endless river of secondary benefits. The other great benefit happens at 'peak' effects - the mind becomes extremely clear and realist, so those are my most productive times. Combined with a good fermented Yunnanese tea, and the thinking capacities are just off the charts. It also took care of some social anger issues I have - being frustrated with most of the world commiting species-wide suicide; now I can think about my own ambitions instead.
That all being said, opium is extremely powerful, and it will harm anyone without enough self-control, or who is ignorant of its power- It happened to me at the beginning, and I suffered a very bad week of withdrawals when I ran out once. But the experience was also beneficial in a sense; it thaught me a very good lesson about the impossibility of achieving eternal pleasure, which cured me totally of the hope that one day I might find nirvana - it's a joke. Enjoy your misery; it is part of your lot. The end of your misery is the end of you.
- andrei_says_ 8y agoThank you so much for this. I’m in no way interested in the popular prohibition-powered narratives and your account is very useful as it is rare and authentic.
- andrei_says_ 8y agoI re-read your entry and your comment about nirvana reminded me of something g which you may find useful. I encountered “nirvana” == “absence of suffering” concept presented in a different way, and not as the absence of discomfort or pain. It was about ending the belief in the “false sense of authorship” — the sense that we are authoring our actions somehow independently of internal and external factors, a sense that takes credit for the actions and then presents the possibility that they could’ve been different, better etc. this illusion of separation was presented as the cause of suffering. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GXtQXxJU6NY https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GXtQXxJU6NY https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=j95Xz_3IJWw https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=j95Xz_3IJWw