The real question you have to ask is - What do you want to do in your life? There is no shame in saying - I want a well paid job which helps me sleep at night.

The real question you have to ask is - What do you want to do in your life? There is no shame in saying - I want a well paid job which helps me sleep at night. There is nothing wrong with it. The whole idea of going out and building your own is romantic but it is not for everyone. But, if your aim in life has been to build something of your own, then Go for it. Talk to people closest to you - friends, families and colleagues. They are the best people to help you arrive at a decision. Lastly, if you get stressed easily over thinking stuff then maybe take up meditation.