I am a lazy fucking bastard who has never really had to work to get by. I made it halfway through a top-ranked engineering school with >3.0 gpa when it was jus

I am a lazy fucking bastard who has never really had to work to get by. I made it halfway through a top-ranked engineering school with >3.0 gpa when it was just an afterthought, getting f'd up all the time. Same with post school, found easy money playing poker or some little scheme to make a grand here or there. It honest to god never occurred to me until I was ~25 that in order to make it in this world with the life I wanted to have I would actually have to work. I took a 9-5 job that would force me to do more than the minimum needed to survive, moved out to the country, and am spending most of my time now learning and writing code, while saving money. When I finally realized I was going to have to work, I thought to myself, "shit,.. I don't know how to do anything that well". I am trying to remedy that.