I really hope you find something, and never having being in your situation, it's hard to know whether I'm being helpful or not. But have you considered working

I really hope you find something, and never having being in your situation, it's hard to know whether I'm being helpful or not. But have you considered working on open source bug bounties? Here's some bounties available in C# https://www.bountysource.com/bounties/search?direction=desc&order=bounty_total&can_add_bounty=all&languages=28&trackers=&per_page=50&page=1 https://www.bountysource.com/bounties/search?direction=desc&...