Sometimes I will be so hyper focused that I miss things that are said and other times I am so easily distracted (and rabbit holed) by the happenings around me t

Sometimes I will be so hyper focused that I miss things that are said and other times I am so easily distracted (and rabbit holed) by the happenings around me that people have a hard time believing that I am enjoying myself. Instead, they tell me that I appear to be trying to break free of their company.