I would probably have 'opened and felt dumb' as well - However, the recorded lectures are quite illuminating: https://ocw.mit.edu/courses/electrical-engineeri

I would probably have 'opened and felt dumb' as well - However, the recorded lectures are quite illuminating: https://ocw.mit.edu/courses/electrical-engineering-and-computer-science/6-001-structure-and-interpretation-of-computer-programs-spring-2005/video-lectures/ https://ocw.mit.edu/courses/electrical-engineering-and-compu... also, this is more a 'computing philosophy' sort of course