See if you can find a local tantra interest group. No joke. They would accept you as you are even fully clothed. It's up to each person to decide where the limi

See if you can find a local tantra interest group. No joke. They would accept you as you are even fully clothed. It's up to each person to decide where the limits are set. And no, it's not a swingers party. In my little town here in Scandinavia there are several groups that meet regularly to just touch each other. Some are naked, some are not. I'm not very comfortable with large groups of people, but myself plus 1-2 others works fine. Read my other comment, the woman I talk about also does tantra and it's not happy endings. It's about being safe, comfortable and conscious together. All limits are communicated and respected. That said, from her I learned that my sexuality is nothing I should deny and be ashamed of and instead see it as something powerful that provides me with will to live, lust and energy. Things that are good for me and people around me. After these sessions, meetings, book readings and other experiences I feel I've grown as a person and man and feel awakened. Maybe I lived a boring life before, I don't know. I also discovered that there are many men and women who feel exactly like me. Some like living alone but need the experiences from time to time, some are couples who want to learn to feel greater joy together.