I do not know the meaning of life. I do not what to perform a serious action without knowing the reason. My mother is urging me to have a child. Her major argu

I do not know the meaning of life. I do not what to perform a serious action without knowing the reason. My mother is urging me to have a child. Her major argument is that when I get old, no one would take care of me. But I think that’s selfish thinking. The purpose of a new life shouldn’t be taking care of another person. I’m impatient with children too. I stay away from relatives’ children during reunions. I hardly find joy interacting with them.