I have been down that road too and spent years in total heavily medicated with various things that just cost me a ton and added more problems. I was usually tre

I have been down that road too and spent years in total heavily medicated with various things that just cost me a ton and added more problems. I was usually treated as if my side effects were attempts to get something "better" when I just wanted something that worked and didn't screw me up more. Getting off of them was a nightmare as well and I ended up in the hospital once after seizures. The benefits were always outweighed by the costs.