I mostly just have opinion about this so I'll give you my opinion. From the description of your current situation I'd say it's worth it to go for it (go do you

I mostly just have opinion about this so I'll give you my opinion. From the description of your current situation I'd say it's worth it to go for it (go do your thing). But I think you already know that :) Don't you think it's worth it to risk a little, put your neck on the line a little, maybe even put yourself in a bad spot for awhile, for a chance to live like you want to? Life is living, live it and make it.