You might enjoy reading Yihui Xie (bookdown, Knitr)'s very honest blog post on his problems that sound similar to yours: https://yihui.name/en/2018/02/career-c

You might enjoy reading Yihui Xie (bookdown, Knitr)'s very honest blog post on his problems that sound similar to yours: https://yihui.name/en/2018/02/career-crisis/ https://yihui.name/en/2018/02/career-crisis/