I identify with you 100%. This post could've been written by me. The only difference is I'm not a freelancer, and I've never been one. I've worked at small and

I identify with you 100%. This post could've been written by me. The only difference is I'm not a freelancer, and I've never been one. I've worked at small and large companies, and I've always struggled with this so everyone suggesting you just join a company is probably a bit naive. I've ALSO wondered if I have an undiagnosed case of ADHD, and honestly when I look at the lists of symptoms online, I match more than half of them. I've wondered if I should talk to a doctor, but always avoided it. Maybe both of us should.