Sounds like a difficult time. Sorry to hear about your struggles. Life is a long game. Investing is too. Unless you need the money to live, I'd give yourself a

Sounds like a difficult time. Sorry to hear about your struggles. Life is a long game. Investing is too. Unless you need the money to live, I'd give yourself a timeframe like 6 months and sell your investment by then when you feel the time is right. Don't panic though as 6 months is an eternity for cryptocurrency. Unfortunately huge losses and common with volatile investments. I have my money in ETFs. When the cryptocoins are 10xing in value it's hard not to get jealous but I prefer relative safety vs huge swings. Same thing in life. It might help to check your happiness in 2 weeks, a month, 3 months. It seems like forever when things aren't going well, but it's not that long in terms of a long life. It also never hurts to find a coach or counselor you can talk to in person. $100-150/hr sounds like a lot but with the right person you can get a lot of value too and hopefully a fresh perspective.