I have some kind of understanding for what you're doing because I've seen many enterprise projects where the organization of the project, the way they work and

I have some kind of understanding for what you're doing because I've seen many enterprise projects where the organization of the project, the way they work and care for properly engineered software, the bureaucracy that makes the simplest step complicated and all these things create an environment that reduces my productivity to 1-10% (yes, that's what left not how much is taken from the 100%!) so that acting this way would actually not even result in a noticeable lesser productivity. I also thought about spending time like this that I 'm otherwise waiting for bureaucracy steps to happen so I can go ahead. But somehow I feel it's not ok. I need to find projects that suit and motivate me better, or save some money and take a while off to work on my thing.