The problem with therapy for me has been finding one that is helpful. They all mean well but I think my answer lies more with someone who's experienced similar

The problem with therapy for me has been finding one that is helpful. They all mean well but I think my answer lies more with someone who's experienced similar hardships than it does with someone who's a spectator. I also don't have health insurance because it's ridiculously expensive and I'm quite healthy and always have been and accept the financial risks of not having it. That said, getting medicated right now is probably prohibitively expensive without insurance. I appreciate your perspective on me maybe not being recovered. It's not something I considered, and I'm historically a very poor judge of my own mental well-being. I will spend time considering this. Truly, thank you so much for the response