Fair enough. I think I understand a little better. I'm sorry i don't think have much advice on that. I'm a little lost in that way myself at this point. I've ju

Fair enough. I think I understand a little better. I'm sorry i don't think have much advice on that. I'm a little lost in that way myself at this point. I've just been dealing with it by not thinking too much into life. It is what it its. A bunch of shit happens and you die. But it has helped me appreciate little things more. I wish you luck on your quest for life's meaning.