I decided to stop caring so much about the world and others, and pay more attention to my needs and desires. I will start drinking daily and become an alcoholi

I decided to stop caring so much about the world and others, and pay more attention to my needs and desires. I will start drinking daily and become an alcoholic, want to see how far can I go while still functioning in society. The moment my drinking becomes too much, I will just quit society and disappear. To show I mean business, I started today.