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I was high school dropout turned Yale PhD. I was prescribed for either Adderall or Ritalin for about 20 years starting in my second year of University. The two
by rdlecler1 9y ago
I was high school dropout turned Yale PhD. I was prescribed for either Adderall or Ritalin for about 20 years starting in my second year of University.
The two main side effects I had from Adderall were appetite suppression (which has the bonus side effect of intermitent fasting) and hyper focus. With hyper focus I could work like a machine for 14-16 hours, and would have to remind myself to stop and eat, but I couldn’t turn it off. When it came time to socialize I was still chewing away at my work. I was not present. To break myself from the work loop I would usually have to watch TV or go drinking with friends. The problem with the later is that you start to wake up with the dreads quite frequently, increasing your anxiety level. It also tires you out. I rarely (1-2/month) take Adderall now and when I do I take 5mg (down from 3x 20mg what I was originally prescribed for).
Ritalin was a different story. Where Adderall was smooth and almost unnoticeable Ritalin would give you a rush, with effects lasting about four hours. I could take Adderall for my most boating early morning class and sitting in the front row I was excited as seeing a talk by novel prize winners. The problem with Ritalin was the anxiety and crash at the end of the day.
Prescribing stimulants to people with ADHD seems artificial. In most cases the risks are low and unless there’s abuse or the potential for abuse I think people should have the right to decide for themeselves what they want to take and how they want to live.
- dilap 9y agoThat's how I feel about drugs in general, but I think society has this weird split of two extremes: any unprescribed, street drug is super dangerous and evil, and any prescribed drug is just just medicine correcting an "imbalance", and is totally benign and fine and good. Madness both ways. You mention getting prescribed in college, as a adult. How would you feel if you had been prescribed as a kid? To me, growing up regularly taking amphetamines seems like it could twist your head pretty badly. Seems very irresponsible to be giving drugs to kids. (I get the pressure to do it if the kid can't behave or focus and you think that's fucking up their life, but honestly, having gone through school, the fault is much more likely to lie with the school & what we expect of kids than the kids themselves...)
- rdlecler1 9y agoI’d avoid perscription drugs for my kids if possible. For me, ADD was a kind of personality trait that affected how I looked at and reacted to the world. It had pros and cons. Adderall helped me deal with the cons when the time was right. I wouldnt try to take that away from my children. Also knowing what I know I could probably be a better parent to children with ADD.