Don't feel too bad, almost everyone is. And almost all of the people who are aware of how "powerful" they are tend to equate "hellish complexity" with "expressi

Don't feel too bad, almost everyone is. And almost all of the people who are aware of how "powerful" they are tend to equate "hellish complexity" with "expressive power" and are not people you want to work with. There are a few shining exceptions, but not many.