Ahh..the Magento trap. You seem to be suffering from burnout. My advice to is....leave it all behind. Pay your bills and move to your parents house for awhile

Ahh..the Magento trap. You seem to be suffering from burnout. My advice to is....leave it all behind. Pay your bills and move to your parents house for awhile if you have to. Have no payments haunting you. I believe that what's causing you all that stress is the rent. I know it may sound ridiculous but your parents will help you by supporting you on this difficult time. And you can use that time to get your business straight. Or maybe you need a restart, refresh, start over. If so, give yourself a few weeks or months, and do something unrelated to your job. Learn a new skill, work on something different. That will clear your head up and maybe bring some cool ideas. Then evaluate if you still want to work on this.