It's always darkest before the dawn...or before it somehow gets even darker. I know there are all kinds of debates here about "Quit and follow your dream!" vs

It's always darkest before the dawn...or before it somehow gets even darker. I know there are all kinds of debates here about "Quit and follow your dream!" vs "Do it nights while working a job during the day" Sounds like you tried option 1 and it didn't work out. Maybe it's time to give option 2 a try, assuming you're not so burned out that you'd rather just chuck it all.