I identify a lot with the general theme of this article. I've worked out from mindfulness-type observation inside me that most of my intelligence is just cognit

I identify a lot with the general theme of this article. I've worked out from mindfulness-type observation inside me that most of my intelligence is just cognitive, problem-solving energy powered by massive anxiety complexes, which are the result of intergenerational trauma (of neglect, abandonment and judgement) passed down to me...so, do I keep my intellectual 'gift' yet suffer at the same time, or what? #existential