> Don't listen to random advice from random internet people. > [Go] to [a] specialist and by that I mean psychotherapist. It sounds like you've got a great se

> Don't listen to random advice from random internet people. > [Go] to [a] specialist and by that I mean psychotherapist. It sounds like you've got a great setup. The way you're feeling could destroy what you've built, however, and you may not recognize how. Drop a few Benjamins and get professional advice from a psychologist. You might also consider seeing a doctor and getting a physical, and start the Couch to 5K if your doctor advises you to get some exercise.