It is so soulcrushing and depressing to think that somebody who appears to be a kind and sensitive person had to go through that much pain. I have seen a couple

It is so soulcrushing and depressing to think that somebody who appears to be a kind and sensitive person had to go through that much pain. I have seen a couple of fairly miserable days in my time, and I still was not even close to seriously consider ending my own life. Maybe I am just strange in that regard, but maybe that means this person had to suffer a lot more than I could ever imagine. Life can be hard miserable enough - more than enough! - even under the best of circumstances. That some people still would go out of their way to make it worse for others without any real need is something I do not think I will ever understand.