Since you're here on HN, I suppose you're interested in Technology, Computers and Web. I'd suggest going through some tutorials on https://www.w3schools.com htt

Since you're here on HN, I suppose you're interested in Technology, Computers and Web. I'd suggest going through some tutorials on https://www.w3schools.com https://www.w3schools.com. I'd recommend the Node tutorial and a Bootstrap tutorial. From there on start creating some websites, build a small portfolio. Then you might try your chances in web development. If your job is not too demanding, you could slowly build up your skills in an area you enjoy. In the meantime you could focus on your mental health without fear and anxiety. Best of luck.