Perhaps, in a way, "saudade"? "saudade" (Portuguese) - a deep, nostalgic, and melancholic longing for something or someone, often accompanied with a denied fac

Perhaps, in a way, "saudade"? "saudade" (Portuguese) - a deep, nostalgic, and melancholic longing for something or someone, often accompanied with a denied fact the what one longs for will never come back; For some of us, it could also simply be homesickness.