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Is there a legal, accepted MDMA assisted treatment path or something you fashioned yourself? Any references you could share?
by kweinber 9y ago
Is there a legal, accepted MDMA assisted treatment path or something you fashioned yourself? Any references you could share?
- ada1981 9y agoMaps.org is the best place to get the latest resources and to learn of current clinical trials (mostly for PTSD). I did my work on my own with a trusted guide. Though I have been asked to write up my experience to serve as a starting point for more research. Basic format was 100mg + 50mg booster at 2 hour mark. Eye mask, couch, blanket, music. My interface with western psychiatry was a diagnosis of schizophrenia (at 18) and later bipolar (at 33). And I've experienced everything from anxiety, paranoia, depersonalization, depression, suicidailty, panic attacks, etc. I'm med free, feeling very healthy inside, in love with a wonderful woman. My relationships are nourishing and my internal compass is much more trustable. I'm 36 now, so it took a couple years once I decided to "fix" the problem. I also feel like I let go of a lot of the defenses I was hiding behind and quite enjoy life from a vulnerable and honest place. My biggest challenge now is just cleaning up the debts and general mess left by my healing process expenses and getting a bit more consistent income. But both of those seem possible and manageable. And I also have been able to help / coach a lot of other people along the way.