I recently de-activated my Blackberry Internet service on my phone, and initially thought that everything would collapse by me not being able to reply to my ema

I recently de-activated my Blackberry Internet service on my phone, and initially thought that everything would collapse by me not being able to reply to my emails & bbm's quickly enough. It's been a few days (possibly a week) and it feels very liberating. This coming from someone whose main job revolves around the internet. I think I am going to keep it this way. The funniest thing is, I constantly look at my phone and feel 'weird' when I don't see anything that requires my 'immediate' attention. I am used to always seeing messages I have received, or emails I need to respond to. Now, I don't see any missed calls - but it feels great. Like a breath of fresh air. Almost like my trip to nowhere with silence.