I am an asylum seeker to the U.S. and my application was denied due to classified security concerns. (Hint: I'm a nobody). I'm currently waiting for it to be re

I am an asylum seeker to the U.S. and my application was denied due to classified security concerns. (Hint: I'm a nobody). I'm currently waiting for it to be reviewed. So every day I find a terms/words which I'm not familiar with (Like Anthrax). I search for it and I'm like damn I shouldn't have searched for this! So yeah, not knowing what something is and searching for it is seems like a valid use case for searching. It genuinely frightens me to search for things nowadays.