I've watched some older family members degenerate over the years... Sometimes doctors do good work, sometimes the medical-industrial complex makes work for itse

I've watched some older family members degenerate over the years... Sometimes doctors do good work, sometimes the medical-industrial complex makes work for itself. I knocked myself out at the lake when I was 17 years old. I mostly recovered over the following six months, but rapidly developed an inflammatory condition when I went off to college a year later. Retrospectively, my apathy towards my degree program was an important factor. After the fourth doctor I said to myself, "screw you guys, I'm going to figure myself out." I wrote about this previously: https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=13123659 https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=13123659 When I was suffering through college I decided it would be helpful to be able to "relax" (mind awake, body asleep), and to visualize. What a long, strange road it's been...