Not a violent fantasy at all. I grew up poor and I know what it means to choose between losing the family car or eating that week. I'm a pacifist; I have been i

Not a violent fantasy at all. I grew up poor and I know what it means to choose between losing the family car or eating that week. I'm a pacifist; I have been in three fights in my life, all started by someone else, all ended with me protecting my body but not fighting back, and all in 9th grade or lower. As an adult I've chosen to live a life of peace and maintain an attitude of tolerance. But I'm also a realist. I may not like it, hell I hate it, but I'm going to protect my family and my provisions if I'm ever thrust into such a situation. That said, it's my sincere desire to live the rest of my life without ever harming a fellow human.