You need to see a therapist that you trust. Failing that, please please talk to your friends or even just acquaintances! Finally, http://www.reddit.com/r/suic

You need to see a therapist that you trust. Failing that, please please talk to your friends or even just acquaintances! Finally, http://www.reddit.com/r/suicidewatch http://www.reddit.com/r/suicidewatch is a good resource for you... that's a very caring and useful community.