You would be interested in this book https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Road_to_Reality https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Road_to_Reality It is quite long and

You would be interested in this book https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Road_to_Reality https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Road_to_Reality It is quite long and dense but explains the math from first princples like you want.