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I believe he refers to his loved ones.

• glitcher 9y ago
  This is the correct answer. He doesn't care about the lottery system, the states, or the potential winners that didn't get their chance. But getting busted for the crime hurts everyone who cares about him. > all the people that I know behind me that I hurt As in sitting directly behind him in the courtroom waiting for sentencing.
• rdtsc 9y ago
  Agreed. That's the right answer probably.